The spiritual path is full of traps for the unwary. The most seductive ones are the ones that liberate us from ownership and allow us to blame somebody else...
Nowadays, a lot of people are choosing to walk the path without a spiritual teacher. While there’s nothing written against deciding to do so, this is a choice that must be taken carefully.
Your Solar Awareness is the light of your being, your willpower. It is the light body that can be cultivated and made stronger with certain practices (like meditation). Working with it consciously is the key to unleashing the power of an aspiring magician.